Jennifer

2009-06-27T23:32:00.003+08:00

i back to back again..

recently very sian at work..
now i know one thing..
never try ppl too easily..

i hasnt been going clubbing for few weeks le..
dunno is good or bad..
recently some problem with my body too..
everyone telling me not stay up at night too often and etc..
and i been good gal too.. i listen ok..
even now going to pub or k also cut down alot le..
lol... this is not me lor..

but wat to do..
i must listen if not i scare it will be come worst..

anyway i think i am mad..
all the while i dun like to wear watch de..
but who knows within a month i bought 2 GUESS watch..
the first watch i bought was beginning of june..
and the second watch was on friday..
one thing is i cant even believe myself to buy this 2 watch..
both r so ex..
the first watch was $268
the second watch was $124 (after 50% less)
that means this month i got to eat bread le..
lol...

i told myself..
i must not buy the third watch le..
2 is enough for me..

hmm...
i shall end le..
tml got to work morning...
means got to watch up early...

i am sad.. :(

2009-04-06T00:13:00.004+08:00

i know is been so long i have blog..
i am too busy and tired to on my com..

i hasn't been happy since 6th feb..
yes.. is the day i broke up with him..
i know is not worth for me to be sad over him..
i know i shouldn't be worry for him anymore..
but i jus cant forget him..
i jus cant stop worry for him..

although we have broke up for 2 months le..
in fact this 2 month i am still waiting for him to change..
but things still the same..
for this 2 month in front of ppl i am acting..
i been acting as i am very happy-go-lucky..
every night i jus dun feel like coming home..
since they day we broke off i been going to drink and club to make myself numb..
i know is bad for health..
but i jus dunno wat i should do..
i guess i am jus being silly..

ever since he went to ns..
i been keeping contact with him on and off..
or perhap every night..
last week i got a sms from him..
saying he got injure during his training..
and was sent to hospital..
i know is quite serious..
and after this injure..
i cant contact him le till today..

but yesterday i call his mother at his house when i am in the bus..
only from his mum then i found out one thing..
he been locked up in army..
thats why i cant contact him..
after talking to his mum, i cried..
i really dun understand why is all this happen??
is it becos of our relationship???

now i think back i think is all my fault..
i shouldnt have jus say ok when he ask for break..
i feel so bad now when all this things happen..

i hate myself...
now he has become like this is my fault..

i really hope he will be fine..
i really hope after all this, u will be good..
i know how we feel for each other..
if we r fated to be together we will de..

i hope everything will went well for him..
i never regret loving him..
i know i still love him even though we have broke up for 2months le..
i will never forget the love between us..
my heart can never be replaced by any guys anymore..

i am feeling down again..
i am crying again..
cant write on anymore..
got to stop here now..

will blog again soon...

Last Day @ MANULIFE

2009-02-12T00:53:00.003+08:00

today is my last day at manulife..
horray...
actually not that happy la..
got abit sad..

i miss my colleague..
since i join in this company..
she been very patience with me and teaching me..
she is Wendy.. who is my boss secretary..
i am her assistant..

another one is Yiyin..
only work with her for few days..
but is fun to work with her..
she is like a small sister to me and then today last still kana beat by her..
she naughty gal lor..

and i will miss a few FP there too..
is nice knowing them..
they have been helping me since i am there..

anyway is been few months i update my blog..

alot of thing happen..

one of the things is relationship..

i am now single..

yes.. i am really single..

is actually a long story why we break up..

i will update another time..

cos is late now..

plus i still in a sad mood to post about our relationship..
so..
sorry to those who r waiting to know the story..
i promise will update soon..

anyway i wont be working for 3 days...
but...
i will be busy meet my frenz..
hahaha...
and 15 feb i will start work le..

anyway good night to all my frenz..

i will sure miss wendy, yiyin and few FP..

Happy Birthday to my mum..
u r my dearest mommy..

2008-11-20T15:15:00.002+08:00

18 Nov 08

i meet my lovely gal after work..
we went to Taka eat sushi tei..
we have lots of chat..
that's shows we have a lot to catch up..
after eating we went to shop..
and we took some pic..
but still havent upload so cant post..
so gal once i upload i will sent u..
sorry..

19 Nov 08

i received 15 sms wishes..
few call wishes and comments wishes..
thanks for all the wishes..

yesterday meet a few frenz for dinner at fish and co..
after dinner we went to drink..
drink till 1plus go home le..
yesterday took alot of pic..
hahaha...
but all still havent upload..

2008-11-18T00:43:00.003+08:00

i'm back to blog..

i enjoy my sunday meeting up with my dearest frenz..

we went to UE Square for lunch..

we had japanese buffet..

we enjoy the session so much..

after eating we went to far east to shop..

we only shop for about 45mins then we all home sweet home..

cos one going back to look after BB and another going for jog..

so i went home..

but after all still a nice meet up..

today i received a msg from one of my lovely gal..

guess wat..

she say she wanna meet me tml..

wah... so happy she finally can meet me and also remember my birthday..

she really one of my lovely gal..

and she is JIAYI...

hey gal... thanks for remember my birthday..

i jus love u lor..

hahaha...

one more day i will be 23 le..

wonder how many ppl remember my birthday..

2008-11-10T18:02:00.000+08:00

Is been a real long time i blog le..
i been working till so bored and tired to on my com..

another 9 more days i will be turning 23 le.. haiz...old le.. dun even know wan to celebrate anot..even to celebrate also dunno how to celebrate..

i miss my time hang out with my good frenz..but is okcos i will be meeting them soon..which is this coming sunday..they going to celebrate my birthday..hahaha...i dunno wat to blog le..

oh yes..Xiu.. sorry i missed ur BB full month...we meet arrange to meet up again.. ok??

2008-06-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

my blog going to be rotten le..

also nothing to blog..
cos everyday finish work meet dear for dinner..
but the time reach home tired le so lazy to on com...

i miss some of my ite frenz..
so wat...
cos so long din contact le..

anyway i jus hope they are doing well..
as for jiayi..
i hope she scored well for her World Skill..
jiayi, i know u can de..
jia you..
if i not wrong now u r in a relationship again???
if yes, hope u last long...
take good care..
anything can alway call me de..

and one more person..
i dunno if she still read my blog..
if she does, i jus she is doing fine now..
and please give me a call..

tired le..
got to end now..
tml got to work..
sigh....

very moody today..
cos something happen...

2008-04-29T13:33:00.004+08:00

i am back to blog..

saturday go walk walk with my family..
then after that we wait for dear to finish work..
and we had tian ji zhuo..
after eating we go walk walk again..
spend whole day at chinatown very sian liao..
we decided to go PS..
cos they decided to wait for dad to finish work..
then at the same time me and dear wanna buy something..
when we reach there my cousin call me..
ask me tonight go where chiong??
i tell her nowhere..
then suddenly i thought of going to drink..
so i ask dear and my cousin wan anot..
they all ok..
before we go down we call my mei, boon, chee how and etc..
wan to go??
then sad thing is mei sick cant go..
chee how in camp cant go..
so only boon..
that day we only had slow drink and didnt drink much..
we drink till 1 like that..
me went to dear place..

i sleep until sunday 1plus then wake up..
but poor dear have to wake up early for work..
when i wake up that time i was all alone at dear house..
everyone in his family not at home..
suddenly dear call me and say he finish work at 4 instead of 6..
i quite happy cos i can go out walk walk and he can keep me company..
we went to PS to collect our things and after that dear bring me go buy jeans..
dear pay for my jeans and everything..

yesterday monday i went for interview..
reach there around 10.35..
fill up form..
do test..
till 12 plus..

then went to chinatown meet my dear for lunch..
after having my meal we went to have tian pin..
finish eating he went back to work..
then i went back to the interview place and meet the director..
and on the spot i got the job..
i am starting work on 5th may..

this few days the weather so good..
i wanna go sun tanned..
i also been looking for my frenz NANO..
but she is missing..
the last time i meet her was like start of april..
then after that day i din get to meet her or talk to her..
i call her no reply...
i sms her also no reply..
i jus dunno wat happen to her..
i dunno why is she like that..
but as i know she everyday login to friendster..
and maybe also blog..
but she jus choose not to reply me..
if that's the case then i guess i dun disturb her anymore..
i jus thought of meet up with her before i start work..
but........................
haiz......................................

i shall stop here..
feeling so sian to blog....

2008-04-04T14:54:00.003+08:00

i know very long din blog..

so thought of jus post a short blog will be..
cos i also dunno wat to blog as i everyday at home..

yesterday meet nano go sentosa..
then after that we go vivo city walk walk..
around 6 we left..
nano headed home to find her sweet dreamland..

i headed to chinatown meet dear dear for dinner..
after dinner went to dear house..
chat and watch tv..
chatting about where should we go on sat with my mei and her bf..
we all plan to meet up to go sentosa and watch movie and etc..

but guess wat..
when today i was about to sms mei wat time and where to meet..
then suddenly mei sms me and ask me something..

when i saw the sms i telling myself..
i think tml programme got to cancel...
so wat i guess wat right..
haiz.......

so i call dear dear to tell him..
then he say he arange his stuff le then only say cancel..
play him out ar???

heard dear dear say that also sian..
then i told dear dear..
is ok lor..
we 2 jus go walk walk lor anyway we also very long din go out together le..

i know dear dear actually also quite looking forward to go sentosa with mei and her bf de..
but din expect it to be a disappointment in the end..

think got to stop le....
really dunno wat to blog le...

when free and got thing then blog again...

2008-02-05T12:46:00.001+08:00

very long din post le..

everyday busy with my attachment..
after work go home rest..
and i been post to other outlet..
no longer at tanjong pagar le..
now at sheraton hotel..
kinda of sian..
but no choice got to tahan..
not becos of cert..
i have already say bye to the boss..
hahahaha...
but also my family, frenz and dear ask me to stay i wont stay..
haiz...

anyway today is my 2nd day at sheraton..
now no customer, no colleague and no boss so decided to blog..
if i still dun blog jiayi will complain why i stop blogging le..

jiayi....
i miss our shopping time, our laughing time, our hang out time and our crazy time..
now u in sch for world skill and i got to do attachment..
our time so difficult to meet up..
think we can only meet at march..

sunday went shopping with my mum, sis in law, baby nephew, aunty, cousin and also my dear..
i am very happy that my dear actually accompany me to shopping and with my family..
not only that when we all r shopping for clothes my dear look after the baby and my 3 cousin..
dear and 3 cousin play like mad..
dear even help us to carry things..

really a happy day on sunday..
today dear come to my house at 8plus..
he bought something for my family to eat..
then after that we went to have breakfast at mac..
after breakfast he send me to work..

when i was at tanjong pagar that time he sometime come and accompany me during my break..
so nice of him..

although we r not together for very long but he been doing alot of thing for me..
like:
accompany me go shopping(with my family)take care of me..
pamper me..
help me to carry bag..
help me to carry my shopping bag..
look after baby..
cut down smoking..
send me to work..
accompany me during my break (although only one hour)
listen to my comlain at work..
fetch me from work..
buy thing for me..
give in to me..
make me happy..
keep his promise..
too many to mention le.......

after so many unhappy relationship..
i can feel wat is really love..
i guess i have found my love..
and no words can decribe how much i love him..
no matter how others look at our relationship..
we dun give a damn..

cos nothing gonna change my love for him..
dear... i love u..

not fogetting my jiayi..
i miss u too...

to be update again....

2007-12-31T13:46:00.000+08:00

Friday:

went clubbing with fran and my mei..
we went to ATTICA..
is our first time there..
after that me and my mei decide to go other place..
for a drink first..
cos we cant dance without drinking..
hahahahaha...
so we head to MOS..
we order Flaming Lamborghini..
my first time drink that..
after the drink we go back to attica..
stay there till around 2 plus then go home..
took some pic but still havent upload..
see when then upload..

Saturday:

went for a wedding dinner..
something happen..
so after dinner went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital..
stay at the TTS around 1 hour plus..
then change to Mount Alvenia...
stay there for another 1 hour plus..
and reach home around 4am..

Sunday:

went to my frenz bb full month..
at yishun..
meet up with joyce and jacelyn at northpoint..
cos joyce need to buy present..
and jacelyn need to buy pampers...
after finishing buying we head to fannie house..
stay there around 6 plus then go home..

today is 2007 last day..
still thinking wanna go where..
today everywhere sure got lots of ppl de..
haiz.. so see how first...

anyway Happy New Year to all..

2007-12-25T01:53:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve

today went to do my ezlink card...
then after that went to cut my hair..

after my hair cut i go home and prepare myself..

cos got dinner at night..

so which mean i cant go out and countdown..

but anyway also never mind..

cos dunno where to go..

everywhere so many ppl..

after dinner then go home straight..

when i reach home took some photo with my mum and dad..

daddy and his 2 dearest..

mummy trying to tell me i put on weight le..

can see my new hairstyle???

can see better?? how is the hairstyle??

my aunt say i cut this hairstyle like doll...

do i look like??

i look scary right.. i dun think look like doll ba..

but maybe look more evil...

how do i look with a hairband on??

nice??

with hairband on better or without??

give me some comments and let me know...

To be continued..........

2007-12-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

few days din blog le..
sunday and monday went out with jiayi..

sunday:
we shop the whole day..
we went to far east then orchard..
jiayi bought a top and a bottom..
then me bought a dress..
we shop till 10 plus..

when i reach home..
i show my mum the dress..
she say nice..
then end up i give her the dress..
hahaha...

monday:
we went to plaza singapura..
to do our nail..
when the person let me choose the colour..
i dunno wat colour to put..
then i ask jiayi wat colour she putting..
she also say dunno..
end up we aim the same colour..
then jiayi suggest we put the same colour..
so we have the same colour..

after doing our nails..
we had our lunch at kopitiam..
when finish eating we went to orchard..
to meet my mummy..
then we went to wisma de charles & keith..
to buy shoes..
after that we went to mng..
to buy a bag i aim very long liao..
then suddenly my mum give me money..
and say she buy for me..hee hee..

me and jiayi took in the toilet..

today went back to school..
for a farewell party..
end up is like advance farewell lunch..
after the lunch then is like photo session..
cos everyone take pic with all the teacher..
then after taking pic all went home..
i took photo with a few teacher..

mimie, me, liza and our CA Ms Tay..

Ms Tay and me.. gonna miss her..

Ms Tan and me.. gonna miss her too..

Ms Leung and me.. gonna miss her too..

me and Ms Goh.. and gonna miss her too..

to be continued.......

2007-12-08T14:36:00.001+08:00

finally no class test, phase test or exam..
yesterday was the last paper..
and one year jus pass like that..
time really flies fast..now awaiting for my attachment..

yesterday after the last paper..
went out to have dinnerwith jia yi, xu jun, karenia, angie and jolly..

suppose to meet 7pm outside yuki yaki at MS..
only me and jia yi was there at 7 pm..
the rest late...
cos they stuck in the toilet for 30mins..
hahaha...

when everyone reach we start makan le..
then after makan we have our DIY ice cream..
i think that's the time where everyone enjoy it ba..
anyway poor karenia din have the taste of vanilla..
cos when she wanna DIY then angie and jolly mix diff taste for her..
but karenia seems to like the taste..
am i right karenia???

when we went to the cashier..
there was one group of stupid china student about 20ppl..
wasting our time..
so i told them off..
cos they wanna pay the bill seperately..
some wanna pay by cash..
some wanna pay by nets..
some wanna pay by card..
i dun understand why they cant get 1 person to pay by card..
then the rest pay that person back in cash..
i think they only use the backside to think..

after makan we took this pic in the toilet..

after that we head to mrt station..
in the train..
we like siao cha bo..
keep taking photo..

we took in train..
we r not bad gals..
but we r jus trying to be funny..

to be continued......

2007-12-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

back to blog le..
so many days din post liao..
jus change my blog skin so come in and post..
hahahaha...

i must say thanks to xiu..
she teach me how to change de..
thanks xiu..

this few days having exam..
and guess wat..
i din study at all..
i think sure fail de..

especially today paper..
body massage de sure fail..
tml is dlt hopefully the paper is easy..
later must study liao..

to be continued...........

2007-11-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

back to blog again..
2 days din go sch leh..
monday din go was becos i injure my leg and also feeling tired..
all the lesson before lunch was cancelled cos got Depilatory seminar..
so only left with Salon Operation lesson plus got test.. so i missed the test..

then tuesday was jus too boring to got as in between got 3 hour break..
9.30am we got a Sport and Wellness test as known as PE test.. until 11am..
11am suppose to be DLT practical but cancelled cos ms tan not in sch..
so which mean from 11am to 2pm do nothing..
2pm was selling skill lesson and miss teo wanna do revision..
i actually wanna go at 2pm de but think back like very stupid lor only go 2hour..
from then i decided not to go at all so i msg jia yi to tell her i not going..

i also feel bad when i told her i dun wan to go..
cos she is the only one who bother to tell me that today got and ask ask why i din go sch on mon..
but wat about my group ppl.. they jus fucking cant be bother..
only mimie call me in the morning and ask i going to sch anot..
and mon mime also msn me why i din go sch..
wat about the rest??? they jus fuck care..
now i learn something leh..
never treat a person too good..

this portion is for SOMEONE..
when u got problem and need help..
u will remember me..
after giving u a hand and help u solve the problem..
how u treat me???
i can tell u..
u treating me jus like a fool and jus take me for granted..
anyway is ok..
i will take it as a lesson..
and cos we wont be seeing each other soon..
jus hope u will find another frenz who is much more better than me..

To be continued..............

2007-11-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

today went swimming with my mum, my sis in law and my 3 cousins.. we swim until 6.15pm then went to locker and get our things.. but when reach the locker area i got injure cos dunno which idiot bring staple bullet to swimming complex.. din saw the stupid things then accidently step on it.. haiz.. unlucky lor.. then went to have shower.. after shower we all feel hungry and we decided to eat kfc cos is the only things to eat there.. after eating we take mrt back to woodlands and i send my mum and sis in law home first then i bring my cousin home.. reach their place i talk to my grandma until 11pm and i went home myself.. stop here.. will blog again when i free..

2007-11-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

Today is a moody tuesday for me.. Today late for my Depilatory lesson.. I partner with jiayi then i help her to wax the leg.. After Depilatory lesson is the lunch.. After buying my food my phone suddenly ring.. Guess wat.. Is my frenz (loon) call me and he say he accompany his frenz to school to find teacher then he come and find me.. So we jus chat and after chat he scold me for cutting my hand.. He not only scold me lor but he and his frenz count how line on my hand.. And he say that he dun wan to see anymore increase of line.. (sorry loon and my few frenz) After that went for selling skills lesson.. Today suppose to finish school at 4pm de in the end we finish 2.30pm.. That means we only have 30mins lesson cos today we only cover 1 unit so complete after coveing the unit Ms Teo say can go back leh.. Reach home do nothing online awhile then watch tv.. Watch until fall asleep.. Too tired liao.. Mentally and phyiscally tired.. Wake up liao then cook porridge to eat.. Actually dun wan to eat de but no choice gastric pain.. Haiz.. Dunno wat to write liao.. Will continue again..

Tired

2007-11-06T01:29:00.000+08:00

It was a sad monday for me.. Morning missed my body massage theory lesson.. And i got someone to take revision paper for me.. So i only attend Depilatory lesson and Salon Operation lesson but i was still late for my Depilatory lesson.. Then finish school at 3pm and go home.. But @ 10plus something happen at home which make me heartbreaking until i can cry for hours and cut myself.. After all the crying and pains i really feeling tired liao.. Asking why must all the bad things coming towards me.. I jus wan to lead a simple and peaceful life.. That's all i ask for.. Dunno wat to write liao.. Will continue again..

Yes, that's my hand..

Can u see this?

Or wat about this?

Jennifer

i am sad.. :(

Last Day @ MANULIFE

~~Tired~~

Tired